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LOOK AT ME

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WILL THEY LOOK AT ME?

Will they see what I have to offer? And will they be pleased with it all? Watch my movements and catch my glance. I want to be on display for the world. I want to be the center of your attention. What you see will be infectious. My disease will penetrate into your skin. Become enamored by my skill and marvel at its splendor. Get lost in my maze and let me hold you spellbound. Fall in love with my person and be mesmerized by these talents. Like the rays of the sun my reach will be boundless. This pull with have you orbiting my inescapable star. 

My powers are limited to my human vessel. And yet this only makes me want your attention more. My gravity is not infinite but I will pull with all my might. My disease is not incurable but I will push harder to increase its potency. Let me put it all out for you, and latch on with everything you have. Turn your heads and become infatuated with this display. Here I am, before you all. I will make you turn your heads. I will be truly irresistible. Please, I beg you. Look At Me. 

Will they see what I have to offer? And will they be pleased with it all? Watch my movements and catch my glance. I want to be on display for the world. I want to be the center of your attention. What you see will be infectious. My disease will penetrate into your skin. Become enamored by my skill and marvel at its splendor. Get lost in my maze and let me hold you spellbound. Fall in love with my person and be mesmerized by these talents. Like the rays of the sun my reach will be boundless. This pull with have you orbiting my inescapable star. 

My powers are limited to my human vessel. And yet this only makes me want your attention more. My gravity is not infinite but I will pull with all my might. My disease is not incurable but I will push harder to increase its potency. Let me put it all out for you, and latch on with everything you have. Turn your heads and become infatuated with this display. Here I am, before you all. I will make you turn your heads. I will be truly irresistible. Please, I beg you. Look At Me. 

WILL THEY LOOK AT ME?

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Will they judge me? Will my faults ring clear? Will I fall short of their expectations? They’re staring at me, they’re looking through my cracks. And they hate it. They hate all of me. I can’t help but fall apart when all they do is sneer. I feel constricted by their constant analysis. Is it something I did? Is there a reason you’re after me with such violence? They want me gone. They want me buried. They want me dead. Every glance is a new judgement. And I’m the victim of it all. 

I can’t stand them and their looks. With each glance the understanding falls apart. So I hate them and they hate me. This dynamic is infuriating. They’ll turn their heads. They’ll examine my visage. And every time I’ll degrade more and more. From their eyes to mine a piece of me is chipped away. And I can no longer bear it. I’m a shell of myself that keeps crumbling. Run away. Fear my insufficiencies. I’m sick of it. I’m terrified of it. With all I have, I’m pleading. Don’t Look At Me.  

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